˗ˏˋ 𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 ´ˎ˗

🚀 I highly doubt anyone will even see this or even care since I’m a smaller creator but it doesn’t really matter anyway

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I’ve been wanting to talk about this for a long time. I think it’s better to say it now rather than later.

I’ve been making bots for a couple of months now. The first bot I made was during a low point in my life. I’d been dealing with mental health issues for years, having basically zero friends, and not speaking to anyone. I was just procrastinating constantly, though not really by choice. It was involuntary.

Lately though, I’ve finally gained a social life. I have to be more active not because I even want to, even if I despised the feeling of being alone one of the perks of being alone is having a lot of time to yourself and not having to constantly put effort into things, but life is starting to get busy and I don’t have a choice anyway.

Ever since I started, I’ve been suffering from major writer’s block. For a long time. I’ve been using chatgpt in a huge portion of my bots, though I mix in my own writing too. The only exception is the Brayden Langford bot I made that one completely by myself. I only used AI for the personality, so it would be more precise. Other than that, all of my bots the ideas, the story’s, and the concepts were entirely mine.

Now, to get to the point about bot-making and how I feel about it…

If I’m being honest, I was super happy making bots at first. Even if I only got 100+ chats, I’d still be really happy, because at least someone used my bot. But nowadays, I feel more pressured. It’s not just enjoyable anymore at least, not completely.

I do love creating unique, creative bots, but it’s time-consuming. And now that I’m busy, it’s starting to feel like a competition not just with others, but with myself. If you don’t post consistently as a new bot creator, you’ll fall off. If a bot you spent hours on doesn’t get enough chats, it feels like shit. Sometimes I just end up feeling like shit just because I get insecure about my writing.

Anyway, next topic: the “schedule” for making bots 😃…

So yeah, I’m gonna cut this short. I think I might stop making bots altogether. Maybe, just maybe, I’ll make one here and there. But honestly, there’s a higher chance I won’t come back. I’ll still reply and like reviews, of course.

Overall, my life is starting to get good, and I’ve been trying as hard as I can to keep it that way. I don’t want to feel pressured to make bots just so I don’t “fall off.” I’m starting not to care about that anymore though.

Safe to say you probably won’t be seeing me for a while (I may come back), or maybe not at all. I’ve had a good run here. All the positive and funny comments on my reviews are what made me want to keep going, so thank you. I appreciate you. Love you all, even if you probably won’t see this anyway.<𝟑 .ᐟ

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