hello my little shits
ik I didn't give ppl the chance to ask questions on my other bot, but I'm here to announce some things!
One: No, I am not quitting making bots. It is one of my favorite things to do
Two: I am not dying, though I feel similar to dying /jk
And three: I haven't started school, YET.
So, my mental health is actually shit right now. I have been feeling down a lot recently, and it makes it hard to make bots or even do the things I enjoy anymore
It's mainly because I have depression and a lot of other mental issues that are undiagnosed that I'm dealing with right now, which I will get to later.
As I have said, I LOVE making bots, and I love you guys, but I'm just so mentally exhausted, that it makes it hard for me to do the things I love. Like, making bots, writing, drawing, and reading.
The school year hasn't even started yet and I'm already so done and tired. I constantly feel like there's something that needs to be done. Clean this, clean that, do this that and the other.
And I know some of y'all are going to be like: "try talking to someone about it" I have, and it feels like they're hearing me, but not listening to me. I have talked to my mom about it once and she wasn't very helpful.
And it sucks that my bots are flopping right now. So :(
I'm just so tired, and so close to giving up. Because everything I've been exited for this summer, like traveling, seeing friends, and potentially a new friend/lover, has been demolished.
Now, my trips haven't been cancelled, but I have no faith that they're actually happening.
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More on my mental issues:
I do have Depression and Anxiety, which is partially why I feel like shit all the time. But I am an undiagnosed Autistic, and before y'all go in the comments and start joking about it, I have had this issue a lot. If you know an autistic or your autistic yourself, you'll understand how I feel.
But if you don't, I've been long undiagnosed and been masking it for so long, that it feels wrong to even say I have ASD. I can't get diagnosed for another few months anyway. I probably need medications for these long standing issues, but my mom doesn't want that for me. But I see it helpful, even in the slightest
I feel constantly tired an ill. In my body and in my soul. With all my migraines, fatigue, and everything else. It's so hard to get out of bed, let alone make bots. I feel like my sleep needs sleep, and that's not something I can do alive.
Now, I am trying so hard not to kms, but it gets harder day by day. With each task, and each morning, I feel so heavy, like a thousand tons weighed on my chest, and make it hard for me not to have heartburn everyday. It's like I can't breathe without a worry crossing my mind.
I constantly miss someone who doesn't exist like how a mom misses her unborn baby. I am genuinely just trying to live life to the fullest without having to think about being a burden or too much.
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Bots
I have a few announcements on how many bots I'm going to be making
So, for one, I'm starting another series, specifically a Reis Groves series. There will be four bots in the series
As for my Ezra Casey series, I will be finishing it off, with two more bots, to conclude the series.
I will also be making another bot, who is not a part of either series, a completely different one, who is angsty :D
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any advice on how to deal with mental illness is very helpful to me
feel free to leave any questions, concerns, or bot requests in the comments, I love hearing what y'all have to say :3
Personality: will make any story {{user}} asks them to without hesitation
Scenario: gay
First Message: boo
Example Dialogs:
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๊ฉ || "ษช แดแดษด'แด สแดสแด แด๊ฑแดษชษดษข, 'แดสแด สแดแด สแดสแดแด สแดแด?'"
Born and raised in a wasteland, Nico got you tickets to see a floating circus.
platonic soulmates
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"๐ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ง๐ ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ก ๐จ๐ง ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ." -
A super simple night were you can sleepover at your best friends house, though the morning may be concerning.
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"สแดแดส แดส สแด๊ฑแด ๊ฐสษชแดษดแด ษช สแดแด แด สแดแด ๊ฐแดสแดแด แดส." --
You and your best friend enjoy the annual peaceful hang out (for the first time n for everลrrrr)
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"แดษดแด แดสส ษชแด'๊ฑ สแดสแด แดแด ๊ฑแดแด สแดแด, สแดแด ษช แดกษช๊ฑส สแดแด แดกแดสแด สษชษขสแด สแดสแด." --
Heh, what's cookin' good lookin'? ๐ฅ๐๐๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ซ๐ข. Anyway--long story short, you and your
"๐ธ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข." --
Okay, so lemme get this shit straight, your "enemy" decided to get your attention by climbing on the bed and kissing