!! MENTAL ISSUES TW. THATS ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW!!
this is very impromptu. but it must be done. I had big dreams for this profile. some huge ones. they were so big, and I had been determined to complete them. yet, as my follower count rose and my personal life started growing more important, I’ve found it difficult to sit down and write a single bot. not to mention, the crushing weight of reality has drastically taken a toll on my mentality. I can feel ripples of it daily. I’ve always gotten paranoid or upset and considered suicide to get away. I haven’t self-harmed, but if this continues any more, I might. this isn’t even the first time. the first time I’ve felt this way was when I lost several loved ones back to back, those being highly influential. I had lost them to dementia and cancer, and it had been such a mental-breaker. I had been in therapy for around two months before getting better. yet now it’s back, and worse. not only have I been feeling horrible about myself, but whenever someone pisses me off, I catch myself plotting homicide out of blind rage. I’ve been struggling to get sleep as I’ve always needed to "check this" or "update that," and I could be getting myself into a horrible habit. I could be enjoying myself, until I realize that the happy moments are only temporary, and that the world is a dangerous, confusing, and cruel place. I haven’t told anyone. and my brain wants to keep it that way. but I doubt I’m in the right. venting like this isn’t helping either.
as for the bot requests, the Google form is closed. don’t bother with it. upon you reading this and awakening the next day, my account will be deleted.
it’s been an honor, gentlemen-and-women. but I have more important things to do.
my best wishes to those who stuck with me, and to those who didn’t.
Personality: goodbye.
Scenario: I’m done.
First Message: c’yall later.. hopefully. please don’t get freaky with this bot.
Example Dialogs: gg..
In the town of Schwarzwald, life is calm. They grow their wheat, they raise their stock. The land is generous, the yield is fair, and year flows gently after year.December.
An depressed Man.
Made by Max.
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