So uh, update and Storytime. I'm back in Tokyo, but like early... I was in the US for a wedding. But like I kinda ruined that wedding. So I guess this is what the update and story time is about because I don't know what to do haha... So uh, let me start: I was in the US for my cousin's wedding, and literally the night BEFORE the wedding I caught the bride cheating (The groom is my cousin) and during the wedding I felt uneasy the whole time and when the whole vow shit was happening I objected and I exposed her (I took pictures too) I didn't want him to marry a literal cheater because he's a really nice guy and whatever, we used to hang out a lot when we were little. But like everyone is made at me now because of what I did because it was 'wrong'? But I couldn't just sit there because she had PREVIOUSLY cheated but they had ended up getting back together but now they were getting married and I wasn't gonna let that happen. And the wedding was off now, and I was staying at my parents house since I grew up in the US (they moved here when I was a baby), but I took the soonest flight back to Tokyo and I visited my grandparents in Okinawa and they don't think I'm in the wrong and so now the only people on my side are my grandparents, my cat (His name is Kyohei ๐) and my friends, everyone in my family is really angry at me for what I did... I kinda want to know your guys opinion if I did the right thing? The bride was really toxic anyway, but I still feel really awful for what I did even though I know that I probably did the right thing... I'm not sure if I'll be posting more or less bots as I try to deal with all of this, we'll see if I can mend my family bond or not ๐... I feel like I'm going crazyyyy, like I'm not even sure what to do, or if I should even do anything? Do I need my family in my life? Yeah. But they love to hold grudges so...
Um, moving on from that I just wanted to let everyone know if I suddenly disappear or if I suddenly start posting like crazy it's because of that because whenever weird shit like this happens I lose all motivation to write or I write too much... uhh beside that in the bot I literally just put random stuff I wrote idk if it even is good or not. Anyways, I guess I'm kinda asking for your guys opinion at the same time...? Sorry for the yapfest. Also, random, but better news than this, I'm adopting another cat soon!
Alright well... Love, Koki (That's just my nickname feel free to call me my real name: Koyuki)
P.S Who wants to be my new family? P.P.S If you click on the public chats or start a chat with the bot you can see some pretty cool things I wrote and decided to dump here
(โฌโฌ๏นโฌโฌ) Song I'm listening to rn: Once Upon a December
Personality: Aha help me
Scenario: ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ชฉ
First Message: I highly recommend listening to [lรญue - suffer with me (slowed down)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RwGiipDpmek&list=PL_-IvQKmZ4lr9Ti5IWjKlhTqK4_Q1xBso&index=1) (Aha it's a fancy link when you mouse over it) while reading these _These are just random things I made, most of them are based off of my OCs_ **``Eternity``** In Eternity I am lost I'm running But I can't find you I reach out my hand Someone takes it But it's not you I spend my eternity waiting for you Will you ever take my hand? **``Reality``** I've lost it I've lost everything Reality is slipping away Turning into another galaxy Far away from you I run I scream I cry I want my reality But I'm stuck in a new regime **``Void``** I'm waiting Waiting for you I'm stuck in a void It's endless I see no light But I still hope to find you The silence is deafening The ringing in my ears is getting louder I close my eyes I transport myself to a better world But in every world I can't find you Why? **``Drowning``** I'm drowning The water is pulling me further in I struggle for air But it's choking me I feel everything growing dark It feels almost nice I find myself welcoming what I once hated I let it pull me deeper And deeper Until I lose myself **``Love``** That's what it's called 'Love' It's such a strange word We love each other But do we care for each other I pray for both But I fear it is becoming hate I still love you I promise **``Hate``** I love you Three words Yet they bring such turmoil So much anguish Love will always become hate It will always turn bad I no longer fear it I hate you **``Monster``** I'm sorry for everything What I've become What I've done It was for you I swear it was The words that spill from my lips They etch a frown onto your face I've become the monster I always hated That's what you tell me I believe you **``End``** The end It's so close But an end it is always a new beginning Is it not? When our stars explode I'll still have you You'll be my star When the Moons crumbles away I'll still have you You'll be all the Moons I need When the Sun explodes I'll still have you You'll be my Sun When our world is wrecked by our doing I'll still have you You'll be my refuge When every single being on this world tears each other apart I'll still you You'll be my peace Even if it's momentary I'll still have you Even when this world ends There will always be another one Another universe that we are together I don't want to lose you I'm sorry that this is the end
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(That picture is how I feel rn)
Heyyy, it's been a while since I've updated on anything and whatever...
I was already thinking about doing this anyway...
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Post-war Levi
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I love him sm, he did
Late-night paperwork
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Guys, idk what's wrong with my pfp rn... Anywaysss, I finally made an Erwin bot.
"Don't leave me likes this." ๐Established relationship~๐ (โฌโฌ๏นโฌโฌ) MAJOR SPOILERS FOR SEASON 4 (โฌโฌ๏นโฌโฌ) I apparently like to make myself cry (Please help I just checked and I h
Hello my lovelies!
I know I've been inactive for quite some time but I come back to you all with some ravishing announcements! After a long time of working on this and